Slowly Losing Hope

The wait for results of IUI #2 is getting smaller but our hope that this one worked is slowly growing smaller as well. Today I started having symptoms of negative results. After talking to one of the nurses, she said that it still could come back positive when we do the test but she didn't seem all that hopeful either. Its been a really rough cycle. Everything has seemed to go wrong the whole time. We knew it would be a long shot for it to work this time, but Heavenly Father does work miracles, if its according to His will and His plan.

Even though we are losing hope a little bit, we are still holding onto our faith. Keeping faith doesn't mean having faith that things will work according to the way we want, and doesn't mean that we think it will necessarily happen this time, it just means we are trusting in Heavenly Father and HIS plan for us. His plan for us is perfect and will turn out exactly the way it should. He knows what will be best for us and we have faith that things will turn out the best according to His plan.